Sunday, June 17, 2012

Four Years

I tried reading a friend's blog. Then it hit me, I miss writing. My first blog (that I even forget that existed) was posted last 2008! Imagine how many stuffs I could have written during those years! 

I love writing when I was in college. I wrote about anything. I don't care if it make sense to others or not. I write because I feel that I have to. It is my way or release. I started writing poems (I assume them to be) - with all the rhyming and strictly four lines per stanza but as the years passed by, I started to write without restrictions. I just write what I want. When I look back at the stuffs that I wrote after I arranged them chronologically (yes, I put date on every little things that I wrote) I was amazed on the progress that I made. Don't get me wrong, I don't claim to be a great writer. I am just "impressed" sometimes reading my so-called articles because I, myself isn't sure where I got those ideas. I sometimes do not even remember writing them.

I miss the feeling of the need to write. I can feel it coming. Now it is June 2012, my resolution is to encourage myself to write more. At least one item per month (the more the merrier). You see, I always intended to write. There lies my problem - it always ended as an intention. So I will try my best to put my "intention" into action. 

 

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Borowed Reality

My love, if only for tonight you can be mine, just this once, mine alone
There’s nothing that I could ask for more
Your eyes that looks beyond my soul
Your smile that touches the deepest side of me
How I wish that I could stare at you forever

I would like to bring you to my world
Forget everything that we used to know
Let us explore the meaning of eternal freedom

Start not to think of the things that left us scarred all over
Leave the bitter memories of the people who stabbed the very soul of our being
Come beside me and together let’s create a wonderful fantasy

Embrace me with your sincerity
Kiss me with your devotion
Touch me with your love and passion

Tomorrow, we will have to face the bitter reality of life
But let me borrow this night
Let us seize every moment that we have

Give me this one night
Let us heal the wounds that made us numb
Let emotions run free

Even for just this night, allow me to call you mine…